i suddenly realise that i had rea11y been a naive person.. thought i knew yet the more i know the more i feel that i dont. philophisoca1 stuffs is running through my head, my logical reasoning is not there anymore.. my chest just hurts...argh.. like im suffocating or some bomb is inside ticking away waiting to explode... then i think again.. what could be the source of the problem?
stress? but what kind of stress..
bored? but i have been suffering from being bored for so long y now then this occurs to me?
i thought and thought and thought... probably im jus going crazy... or probably..
anyway...maybe im jus thinking too much.. and that i jus have a moodswing or something...
or maybe its the fact that i know this is going nowwhere... and that im just a person that have nothing but a robotic life, no acomplishment, no skills, nothing.
maybe im just a void existence.. never a pearl in the beach.. but jus another sand that wont even stand out from the others..