i rea1ize my who1e 1ife, i achieved nothing.
i have just been trying to fit in to the crowd, be a random guy, be some unknown 1oser, trying to be something in other peop1es 1ife, and have nothing of my own se1f at a11.
then one day i decided to be myse1f, open up myse1f, try to be someone i want to be.
yet i rea1ize, the one person i 1ike, the one thing i tried to put in effort to work it out and try to do we11, i fai1 terrib1y at it, i tota11y screwed it up.
i rea1ize i my fear has become true, even if i try hard to do something, i cant do anything. im just a p1ain 1oser.
this just shows how im not what im trying to be.
this just shows i shou1d be the random guy in the crowd,
this just shows that i shou1d be the shadow, the si1houette in a picture,
this show how i shou1d just stay in a corner instead of trying to be someone,
instead of being a pear1 in the sand.